Dreams Choke

the idea of having a son as your first 

to hold empty kingly positions is old but not dead

i look at photos of myself, a baby,

wonder why that wretched creature failed to win the birth lottery. 

 

 

i might not have a fortune cookie 

nestled in my bag

ready to crack open with my untold future

a few crumbs scattered along table edge

but i know sure as hell 

i’ll die an artist disowned by my own people.

 

 

i am not different from others like me

all i know is that the red on our flags goes in different places

but still we are all the same

blood buried alive in orange chicken and broccoli beef

imagination chokes what we know

 

 

the rain is so heavy i can wade in it

i do not cry during moments of hardship

i cry when the tears come to life.

they slide down my face like drapery

lanterns falling from lines over chinatown.

somehow crying reminds me of home

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